Archive for November, 2009

artist statement

Thursday, November 19th, 2009

I’ve recently come upon a couple of different blogs that really caught my eye. I know there are infinite websites out there, some of them featuring the work of truly great writers, and photographers, and thinkers and so on, but I’ve always found it a bit overwhelming. Where to start? For every interesting poetry blog, for example, there must be another five that I don’t even know about that are even better. And who’s got the time?

The first I found was Luchair: ”the gleam of light on water.” This is a blog from Scotland that features photography, literature, and more. The “sources and resources” is of the best required-reading lists I’ve ever seen: thoughtful, well-rounded, spiritual and ecological books, and more. A lot of things I’d like to read. (I’m becoming increasingly fascinated by the idea of reading lists, like those assigned by professors for their classes - but not necessarily involving any professor or class at all.) I tried to leave a comment here, but for some reason it wasn’t allowing me to – which prompted me to write this instead. Anyway, the posting in particular that caught my attention was from November 5, The True and the Sacred. This is a rambling, almost stream-of-consciousness monologue that ends with an excellent paragraph on the freedoms and responsibilities of the writer.

The second blog I read that I wanted to comment on is called Letters From the City. The post that really hit me is from September of last year: Something Like an Artist Statement, in which the Korean-American writer explores his own cultural background, and how that might relate to current events in America. Among other things. It is about interconnectedness: the idea that there is no such thing as an innocent bystander. It is also about the creative process. That journey (which is such a cliche, I know.) He describes his own personal struggles, and the steps he’s taking towards writing his own book. But it’s the actual process of exploring and developing some of these ideas that he is talking about here - all these many evolving, overlapping, dynamic elements of a person’s life: country of origin, family history, childhood, memories - this creative process is for all of us. If we choose. If we can.

. . . Without knowing them, or even knowing anything about them, really, I’d like to thank the writers of both of these blogs. Who knows where inspiration might be lurking?

break the mirror

Sunday, November 8th, 2009

In the morning

After taking cold shower

—–what a mistake—–

I look at the mirror.

 

There, a funny guy,

Grey hair, white beard, wrinkled skin,

—–what a pity—–

Poor, dirty old man!

He is not me, absolutely not.

 

Land and life

Fishing in the ocean

Sleeping in the desert with stars

Building a shelter in mountains

Farming the ancient way

Singing with coyotes

Singing against nuclear war –

I’ll never be tired of this life.

Now I’m seventeen years old,

Very charming young man.

 

I sit down quietly in lotus position,

Meditating, meditating for nothing.

Suddenly a voice comes to me:

                “To stay young,

                To save the world,

                Break the mirror.”

 

Nanao Sakaki, 1996, trans. Gary Snyder

 

This poem was one of the many worthwhile finds within the pages of Traveling Mercies: Some Thoughts on Faith by Anne Lamott. A Christian author who was recommended to me for years by various people, I finally got around to reading her. And I’m glad I did! As one of the liner notes has it, “Lamott has developed an entirely new genre of religious writing.” It goes on to suggest that she is the “patron saint of struggling sinners” and I would add, to clarify: she might also be the patron saint of struggling writers. Beautifully written, full of detail and imagery; deeply personal; troubled, irreverent, sometimes heartbreaking and sometimes hilarious; these are not memoirs for the faint-hearted.