Archive for August, 2009

On the Road

Thursday, August 27th, 2009

. . . The novel by Jack Kerouac that seems somehow to speak for whole generations of people, whole ripples and movements of society, regardless of time and place. America has changed – how much? – since the 1950s and yet here we are, still reading On the Road and all the rest. Or are we? Surely poor old “Reluctant King of the Beats” Kerouac didn’t have the last word on countercultural travel writing – or on spontaneous prose? But I know I’ve been craving it, anyway. A wild, free-wheeling, disturbing, hilarious tragedy of a book. At times it can be frustrating, too; he can be a frustrating author (I’ll say that no matter how many times I’ve linked to him in these pages) . . . !

Where and when did it begin? I started hitch-hiking and reading poetry (and attempting to write it) at around the same time, and someone told me I had better read Kerouac! How right they were. Most of my friends at the time had never even heard of him, had never heard of the Beats, and so I tried to educate myself. I went out and bought the big Portable Beat Reader and devoured it from cover to cover. No idea what was going on half the time. Next, inspired by Kerouac’s thoughts on both technique and spontaneity in writing, I went straight to On the Road.

It’s a book that gets around, that seems to travel as much as its characters do! You can find it occasionally in used bookstores; there are always new editions being printed and sold in the nicest literature sections in town. I was once given a ratty old dog-eared copy of the book on a Greyhound bus, of all places. It was a late-night conversation with an older French-Canadian guy, who perked up when I mentioned Kerouac: he recited the first two or three paragraphs from memory, then gave me his own dusty backpack copy! “Don’t worry about it,” he said, when I protested, “I give this book away all the time.”

But why am I writing about On the Road in the first place? Why is a Canadian in the 2000’s so hung up on an American writer from the 1950’s? . . . For one thing, I’m about to embark on a long cross-country road trip of my own, probably 24 hours of driving one way, from the Okanagan Valley in southern British Columbia into the province of Manitoba . . .

(Here is an informative place to start if you want to read up on Jack Kerouac and the Beat Generation.)

back in BC

Sunday, August 16th, 2009

Korea already feels like a whole world away, even though I was there just last week! Arrived back in British Columbia, Canada, a few days ago. Uneventful flights, efficient airports, 16 hours of traveling in total. I miss my Korean friends (and my students, most of them), but I’m also definitely enjoying the fresh Okanagan air. Vernon is a little quieter than Seoul! Nice to see the stars again too.

Not much going on for now. Although I have had a chance to test out a theory about long-distance travel: that people who have insomnia don’t get jet lag. Soon to be leaving on some road trips, epic late-summer drives thoughout the western provinces of this fine dominion . . .

One last quote from this book:

A hunch tells me that the awareness shyly budding in us can slowly catch up with wilderness. In this joyride over the edge of my common sense world, I dive into my psyche beyond what has been domesticated and herded behind Sir Humanism’s garden fence, beyond my own reproductive zest, beyond my allegiance to man. To qualify for this fabulous ride I have to lose my old innocence. I think we all have to. That newly discovered wilderness will not be peopled by the innocent and the primitive of yesterday’s health nor by the simply virtuous, the good boys and those who kept their minds all spic and span, but by those who got sick with anger, have overfished, blundered, sinned, goofed, drifted, been bored in seminars and waded through mud, got kicked out, split in two, yet ultimately became lucky and got beached as pioneers on a new reality that is larger than man’s welfare. If there will be vagabonds there, they have wiggled free of many myths, slogans, refuges, and traps before. There, a woodsman will have excelled in creative thinking and in biology. A future pedestrian will have driven a million miles. If there will be innocence, it will be an earned serenity that surived a cataclysmic world in which our five year plans collided with nature’s million year plans. In this mutagenic happening, tougher thoughts may synthesize that can give me mental immunity against banal slogans like: “work for a better world for man,” that have echoed in my mind too long, and played havoc with all life that could not readily explain its use to me (214).

Grutter, Theo. Dancing with Mosquitoes: To Liberate the Mind from Humanism – A Way to Green the Mind. New York: Vantage Press, 2000.

traveling photos, books

Tuesday, August 11th, 2009

Travels in Korea: evening over Haeundae Beach and some murals on the temple Beomeosa, both in Busan . . .

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The Pung-am Reservoir in Gwangju (once a favorite walking and birdwatching place of mine) . . .

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The gate into a historical “poet’s hut” near the small town of Hwasun, in the South Jeolla Province . . .

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People! Two men of vastly different lives waiting for the same bus in Gwangju . . .

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An artist in Insadong, Seoul, doing traditional paintings on paper fans . . .

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I won’t go off on any rambling speeches about traveling by bus, about the beauty of the Korean landscape, etc. here. No tangents on traditional arts and handicrafts, or rural villages either. Maybe later. See more photos in the album here.

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BOOKS: airplane reading? Books for airport sitting and waiting? For the days I plan to spend in a tent in the middle of a big field when I get back to Canada? These will be more than enough to keep me busy for a few weeks . . .

The Snow Leopard, Peter Mathiessen
Folk-Religion: The Customs of Korea, Choi Joon-sik
Johnny Cash: The Autobiography
Sacred Journey: A Memoir of Early Days, Frederick Buechner
May all Beings be Happy: the Selected Dharma Sayings, Beop Jeong

. . . I should add a note of thanks and appreciation to Seoul’s What the Book? and to the Kyobo Book Centre.

Dancing with Mosquitoes

Sunday, August 9th, 2009

Some paragraphs from a book I recently picked up

It appears to me that it is my own disharmonies, the excesses, the holes in my soul, my missing corners or tumors in my loving, a brain lobe usefullized by some steroid or seratonin enhancer, even my cowardice, that are the raw material asked for to make a technological society prosper… The GNP miracle does not thrive on the serene but flourishes on unbalanced character traits, on neuroses, on wounds to tap the blood, on the manure of decomposed souls, on all of our thousand little short- and long-comings and sins. Such a society celebrates a man who grows one of his talents into a great tumor disharmonizing himself while making himself useful to them. It celebrates a man of whom it made just one pair of super-legs – a man with no arms, no head, no soul – in short, a pair of sprinter legs so dominant, smart and powerful it can outrace in the Olympic games any man or woman who carry also their head and soul through the race. Yet will such a man not limp terribly through life if ever again left to live by his own body and soul? (33)

Some among us do not dream of life as a job and an exercise machine and a package tour to Cancun. We dream of dangers as others dream of ice cream. We dream to take off on the adventure tours of our souls, competing to invent the slickest lifestyle of all. We are shy poets. We enjoy building floating bridges to other realities and worlds. We follow a hunch that there is a poverty which is exciting, ingenious, and elegant. We are such confident fools. (86)

Much of our progress comes from feasting on the “seed potatoes” of our kids – and they will pay for our nasty trick. Oh no, not so much with money. Their minds will become banal and square in a cash-crop land that we made banal and square and is not allowed the luxury anymore to also produce inspirations in them. As in the adversity of arid land plants tend to grow spines, so our kids will also grow more meanness to elbow through hordes of fellow men and endless traffic jams we cause with our soft ethic and our overloads of possessions in our homes and our minds… And so I watch the children pay a high price for our civilization that often loves its technology’s ego boosters more than them. (205)

Grutter, Theo. Dancing with Mosquitoes: To Liberate the Mind from Humanism – A Way to Green the Mind. New York: Vantage Press, 2000.

. . . I’m not finished it yet and will not venture to write a “book review” but here are some initial thoughts. This is a guy who seems to have always lived out on the fringes of mainstream society, traveling, and working as a commercial fisherman in Mexico and Alaska. His writing is a sort of prose/poetry that takes a little while to get into, and occasionally requires some rereading. It is written in separate journal-like entries, perhaps meant to be talks or meditations. At the low points Mr Grutter almost slips into the dreaded “self-help zone,” not so much in subject matter but in his writing: sometimes a little too preachy or melodramatic. At his best, his is sort of a Thoreau-like voice. He examines and questions popular assumptions and credos, the pillars and underlying philosophies of our civilization, often using metaphors and observations from nature.